Life is a really strange thing.

31 Aug

Welp…summer is over. School is back in session.

I’ve got four classes, two jobs, a book to write, a fiance to maintain a relationship with from a million miles away, parents to try to please, and a faith to cling to.

I’ve also got a new little friend. Little E was born a few weeks ago and she’s since proceeded to steal my heart. Her momma is one of my closest friends so for the first time in my life I’ve gotten to be a part of a new little life in a really strange way.

It’s so weird because I go over to their house and I push her mom in the shower and then I just sit with this new little life and I can’t help but think that this is how I’m meant to live. I was created for the quiet hours spent watching a little one’s chest rise and fall. I was created to calm the screams and to cherish the sighs.

It’s really strange.

I’ve wanted so many things in this life. But this is one of the few desires that I feel to my core.

On that note…I have to get ready for work.

Saint Elizabeth Ann Seton, pray for me. Pray that God will carry me through this valley of dollar signs, wars, and busyness. 

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